Mr. Angel -“ Perhaps the film that surprised me the most during the whole fest was ‘Mr. Angel,’ a provocative documentary based on the life of transsexual porn star Buck Angel. A rarity in the porn world, Buck is a porn star who looks like a man yet has female genitalia. Born a girl and now featuring almost every physical characteristic of a man, Buck is a charismatic and electrifying figure as this doc shows. While following Buck as he works on the porn circuit, ‘Mr. Angel’ focuses more on his struggle to be accepted by the public and his family for who he is rather than focusing on his sexual exploits. It’s this documentation of his work for acceptance and his personal and family hardships that makes this film powerful and a must see for LGBTQ advocates everywhere.”
WOW-already vol. 3 in the Sexing The Transman series. Who would have guessed that this would be so popular. Thanks everyone for helping to grow the genre. Wait till you see the hot studs in this one.
JUST RELEASED FEB 2013-Volume 3 of this groundbreaking, award winning series brings you more studs and couples! Bleu and Je-Queer transman and cis/bio girlfriend, Rex-HOT transman of color, Rude Bwoy and Lola-Trans couple of color, Dickey-Gender fluid and Buck and Sean Steele-cis/bio gay stud. Amazing sexy soundtrack by Stuart Warwick and great cutting room floor extras!
2nd Annual Black Transman Conference March 17th Dallas Texas: Support our brothers and sisters. The organizer of this event is a super guy and hard worker. Help to make the 2nd event even more successful. Spread the word.
Things to come from Sexing The Transman XXX series. Hot Nikki and Trent.
i am 18 years old male and cant help but be confused i dont know where to go so im asking you i cant decide whether i would like to have the operation to become a transman or keep my body the way it is its just so confusing i look at other men like you and cant help but be aroused and then when i imagine something of the like nature i cant help but imagine to different fantasies one where i am the transman and have a regular guy inside of me and another where i still have my male organ and im inside a transman i cant decide what to do i need help
Thanks so much for your email. This is a question that I really cannot answer for you. This comes from you. I understand how you feel though. It can be very confusing sometimes deciding what to be. The world makes us feel that we have to make a choice with our sexuality as well as our gender. I think you should try to find a professional who can help you discuss this more. Just remember it is really about you being happy with yourself. That is the most important thing!
Please check out my new PSA maybe this will make you understand a bit more.
Stay strong my friend it will all work out.
Pioneering Filmmaker, Speaker, and Advocate
hey buck angel the video u post about it gets better
it brought tears into my eyes
I’m barely starting T I’m not on it yet but I’m be on it soon
this couple of moths is been rough for me honestly i been tease alot by random people or sometimes even my family,i was gonna kill myself last week i could take i just took some pills,but then i woke up and I was like I dont have to do this,I am better person„
that video really made me realize alot of things thank you have a nice day
Thanks so much for not killing yourself! You are important! Stay here with us. Do not let those ugly people get to you. They are sad and have no direction. Stay focused. You can be whomever you want to be.
Hello Buck Angel,
I just wanted to let you know how much I do admire you and what you do. When I first went to your website I was appalled to see a successful FTM, come on now seriously we both know that must of took a lot of shit (media) to go through in order to still be up there on the top and moving forward. With all the responsibility on your shoulders, discrimination, and all those Hate crimes out there it’s a great thing to see someone as yourself being successful with the pathway in which you you decided to take. After watching all your videos on youtube, it makes me feel as if I too can live my life the way I wish to live and become successful in which ever way I wish to get it done. You are a great inspiration for me and others, and for 8 full years now I believe you’re still holding it down! Wow that’s amazing to even hear, you did not let anyone put you down or stop you from doing what you wanted to do. Even though you probably won’t take this email seriously or even read it, I do feel a connection with you in a way that I feel as if I can be myself and you can understand me to the fullest. I’m glad that you are here to open up people’s eyes and educate them. You are very much appreciated Buck.
Thank you kindly,
Thank you so much for the sweet email. Yes it has been over 8 years that I have been doing this and always having to deal with crazy hate and stupidity in a weird way makes me want to go more..if that makes sense. It is a rough road but I have to tell you that when I get emails like yours or from someone who feels like suicide is the only answer and my works makes them take a second look at life I have to say I feel like that is the whole reason I survived. That it is my path to help bring awareness and help people see that they don’t have to give up just because some people in the world think we should!
Thank you again it really means lots to me that you took the time to send this.
Pioneering Filmmaker, Speaker, and Advocate
Dear Buck Angel,
I recently watched your It Gets Better video and you said that people could email you so I decided to. I apologize in advance if this letter is wordy and awkward. I haven’t had anybody to reach out to so I’m going to try to tell someone my story.
In recent weeks, I’ve been very unsure of my gender. It started with some friends joking around about what would happen if I were a girl and now I can’t stop thinking about it. I’ve had thoughts like this and cross-dressed in private since I was about nine or ten. I’m fifteen now and it’s starting to tear me apart. It’s like there are two sides of me and the boy and the girl in me are arguing with each other constantly. It makes concentrating hard and I’ve spent more time crying in the past couple weeks than I have in years.
I am afraid.
I am so afraid.
I’m afraid to lose friends.
I’m afraid of what my family will think.
I’m afraid of what will happen.
I am so afraid.
I just don’t know what to do and right now it feels really good to be able to tell someone this at this moment. If you read this I thank you very much from the bottom of my heart. You are a huge role model to me and I am so glad I have someone like you to look up to.
Best Wishes, Sam
Thank you for your email. I know it must be super hard to be dealing with this at your age. I know because I did as well and it sucks. Also people just do not seem to understand us at all. So do not feel singled out there are many like you.
Please do not be afraid. I think if it is possible that you can find a counselor at school who you think might be friendly to this conversation they could at least point you to a place to get some therapy. You need to talk to someone about this so you know that it is ok to feel this way. You are very normal trust me. If your friends are really your friends then they will understand.
I am not sure how your parents are with you but if you feel close enough and trust them enough to discuss wanting to go to an LGBT counselor that would be a great start for you. Try to find a LGBT community center near where you are.
Remember you are not alone. That is why I made that video so you can know that it is ok and that I do not want someone like yourself to go through the pain I did. But I did survive and there is hope. So start with what I said above and take it one day at a time. You must learn to love yourself and know that you are an important part of the world.
I care about you my friend so stay in touch with me so I can see how your doing.
Stay strong and be proud!